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To the stars that played with the darkness
I sang of love and burned up completely

Sunday, November 29, 2009 @ 9:20 PM

tomorrow is Monday.
:(

oh yah..
i am going to sleep at 11pm tonight.
but then, before that, i need to write time-sheet first.

tomorrow.
last day of November.

sighh.

haha. i am still awake as of 12am (Monday)! :(


Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 11:34 PM

goshh.
its the long weekends.
and i spend it at home by sleeping, online, and reading today. HAHA.
and i have not upload photos!! :(

okay. so back to the topic of the interview i had on Wednesday.
i got butterflies that i couldn't sleep well the night before.
took time off and i leave at 2 from office.
went to walk around at Expo first, and on the way saw xy who was at expo with her boyfriend and younger sister, but i didn't see her at first only see her bf first and i am wondering to myself how come this guy look so familiar, like xy boyfriend. haha. then she wave out to me then i know i am right. and her sister is super cute! =P

so i walk to Changi Business Park from expo.
but the problem is i am street idiot in an unfamiliar place where i have not went before even though i will check the street directory beforehand, but in the end, i was near to the company, but i miss it because there was no sign or what to indicate whether it is the company! so i did panic when i was thinking why am i walking one big round to the same spot again and again. how stupid it is, isn't it..on top of that, there seem no one i can ask except those workers over there. but i mange to get to the place with the help of one of my friend who's working there as well. HEHE. :) so indeed i was still early. =P
and the interview was quite informal, with them telling us the job duties as well as me answering their question, though i think i still can do better, but its over!
and i am not lost when i walk back to expo Mrt station. took Mrt to Changi Airport, trying to find food to eat, then took bus from Airport back home.

Yesterday, work as usual. went to Holiday Inn Atrium Melting Pot Cafe for Buffet lunch, thereafter back to work, and then KTV with 2 of my colleague at night at Suntec City. oh my gosh, they both are the Cantonese Queen! reached home at about 12.30am. online a little while and then slept at 2am plus. but its a miracle i can woke up at 9am still this morning.

so..
its K lunch tomorrow afternoon with the heartbreakers minus bao..sighh. :(
and maybe i shall pop by Sitex after that since everyone need to leave early.

i want to watch NEW MOON. who want to watch with me? :(

December is coming, which mean Christmas is coming, and 2010 is coming..
sighh.

shall go catch some sleep already!
good night! :)


Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 10:58 PM

i am scared.
for tomorrow..
arghhh...

its just an interview.
informal interview (thats what my friend say)

so it should be alright.
alright.
alright.

i can't think of anything right now until tomorrow ends.
except for interview.
boo-ness.

sighhh.


@ 12:01 AM

B型处女座

B型处女座一提到爱情,心中总萌生一股害怕的情绪,因为害怕失恋,进而打击到你的信心,这才是你真正害怕的原因,所以总会在外表筑起一道墙,让人很难进入你的内心。不过,你其实也很渴望心中的另一半出现,所以造成矛盾的心结。你应该看开点,未来的爱情来不来?另一半在哪里?他长得怎么样?这一切都是天注定,并非是你所能掌控的,所以把你心中的那道墙敲掉,反而更能让你海阔天空,也为自己制造更多的恋爱机会。

如果你不愿去接受他人,又怎能知道对方的好或坏,一个人若凭数面之缘,或由对方的外表就想去了解内在,似乎就像在赌博一样的危险,所以敞开心胸才是你最需要的恋爱方式。

B型处女座的人多半晚婚,如果年过三十五还未婚的话,大概是想成为一个单身贵族吧。婚后你最要注意的是,凡是别太鸡蛋里挑骨头

i didn't realise i also can type in chinese (you know how lousy my chinese is especially after O level, because i have not touch chinese for like 5 years, my chinese already throw back to all my chinese teacher =P). after all, these was not found through the net (therefore i cannot copy and paste), but in a book i read. don't know why when i read the first paragraph, i am like it is close to 100% type of accurate. freaky ain't it, after i read so many about astrology, i can only think its somehow true and somehow i am still pretty confuse how accurate it can go. but i hope the last paragraph is not true. HAHA. :'( . sighhh.

Wednesday, i am very (x100) scared.
but let nature take its course.
tomorrow is Carol turn first!
we can make it through the interview/s (chant x100)
*pray*

good night world!
:)


Sunday, November 22, 2009 @ 1:34 AM

Random to do list:

1)fill up the passport application form, and go down to ICA building to drop it/mail it.
2)transfer money to my friends.
3)get ready my portfolio and be ready for interview next Wed (sighh, interview)
4)wants to buy lots of things. (so please Santa,do what you should do)
5)thinking of what to do for the long weekends (planning)
6)to rebond my hair or not.
7)plan for the activities on 12 December(planning again)
8)Look forward to JJ on 9th December at Zouk (okay, the first time i am going there, because i don't go these kind of place)
9)find new blogskin.
10)try to stop drinking water before sleeping, if not i feel like the face is getting rounder (not only me, some others are telling me these)
11)go and exercise to lose weight(haha)

i think thats all for now.

Lishi 21st birthday.
sadly, i really forget to bring camera..
sighh.

and
somehow,
never ever anymore.
will i believe..


Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 1:48 PM

i think i will be late later.
i need to go search for present first before meeting L, CY & PY at Queenstown.

and now
off i go and buy lunch for mommy and brother before bathing and going out.
why time pass so fast.
:(
urghhh.


@ 2:00 AM

actually i got lots of things to blog.
about all the inner feelings i had and everything.

but i decided not to now.
because i don't know how to pen it out here.

so..

good night.
i am very very sleepy.
enjoy the weekends!
:)


Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 12:03 AM

2012 is nice,
i teared and was so scared that 2012 will become like that during the movie.
no i didn't overreact.
but some parts was really touching.
its just that maybe...
i always like 20/12/2012 this date.
so if imagine if really 21/12/2012..

anyway, thanks to liqiu for the discounted voucher. the 3 of us spent $2.50 each for the tickets instead on the Sunday.
and she's super duper smart you know. i will tell you why..
she live in the east. and didn't know CENTURY means CENTURY SQUARE (and i was thinking they should be no more shopping mall with the name century also what, but maybe i am wrong also).
she thought the nearest shaw cinema would be in Bugis so we decide on Bugis.
luckily, i was tired after my yoga(which is the last lesson), that i decide to nap and meet at a later time instead. she decide to meet me at Pasir Ris because she have not seen the screen doors at Pasir Ris station yet (the next one will be at Jurong East & Yishun by year end). thats when before the MRT reach Tampines, i see the voucher thing, that state CENTURY as in the list having shaw cinema. i was like century is century square, she was like is it? and thereafter, which we just zoom our way to century square upon reaching Tampines. and when we reach, she say didn't state is shaw, but as century cineplex. then when she saw the online booking link with the word shaw on it, then she was like ohhhhhhhh. >.<

Saturday was spend well with the leechin, weiyi and cloud (and huimin who join us for dinner).
we met at Bugis. dress theme again. but in the end, i wore shorts, leechin wore skirt. and only weiyi and cloud wore dress! because i seldom see them wear dress ma! so yeah! and it was cloud who came up with this idea. not me..
went Mos Burger for lunch and crap along the way while we ate our lunch.
after which, we went to Vivo City and shop.

Cloud was looking for Christmas Decorations and all of us shop randomly.
because i am looking for off-shoulder top which i saw one at Mphosis, but ouch the price was like.. i can buy like more from online shopping than that one piece alone! but its really really nice(so can Santa drop a rich boyfriend into my stocking? haha, kidding lah, i just want Santa to drop the right one, not the perfect one, but the best fit one.. haha. this is what my friend wish for too. =P.haha ).
after all the shopping, we went to take photos while admiring the soon-to-be casino/hotel/universal studio opposite, after which we went to Swensens for Fondue.
went to Chomp Chomp for dinner while meeting Huimin at Serangoon while leechin attend to other stuff instead. and the highlight was that Weiyi brought us to 一碗甜品 around that area for durian mousse! okay, the shop did sell other stuff. but the Durian Mousse is really really nice, so everyone ought to go and try (but different people have different taste bud, so yeah).
home sweet home thereafter.

i did have photos. but i waiting for cloud to send me her side of photos too then i can combine yeah!
maybe i will upload mine tomorrow or what.

shall go and check emails already!
i am lazy to open all my email accounts! LOL.
as well as to see what resume i can still send.
:(

and life is great.
its the midweek!
soon it will be weekends.
and Saturday will be LS 21st birthday!

and oh yah, tonight there is this Leonid Meteor Shower. who's watching?
please tell me if you all get to see it, if you are watching it.
i remember there was once in Sec 3, i went with my family to Pasir Ris Park to see Meteor Shower when we knew about it,and because that was like during our then year end school holidays, so there were quite a lot of other people too! and because that time F4 was a craze (they just started out then), that the then Fisherman Village somewhere there played their "流星雨". HAHA. but i barely keep myself awake because i remember the next morning i need to go to school for my CCA! haha.
wonder if i don't sleep tonight, will i get to see it and to "make a wish" haha.
but i doubt so, i am falling asleep soon!

alright.
till then!
good night everyone!
:)


Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 1:48 AM

regret.
running away.
leads to drifting apart.
sighh.
:(

i enjoyed my Saturday though!
update more later!

good night!


Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 10:55 AM

原来爱情从来没有离开过,只是我记得,你忘了。

-下一站, 幸福

and i am going to be late!!
:(
urghhh.


@ 2:06 AM

don't understand either.
why the blogskin preview is like this.
but it comes out in my blog in this way instead.

oh well.
hang in there.
i am going to find another blogskin again. but next week.

Jam Pack weekends! :)
Later on, will be going to Bugis instead of Sentosa already. in view Weiyi have not recovered from her fever and maybe the weather is not going to be merciful on us, so we change to go somewhere indoors.
beside, Sunday will be FUN too. will be watching 2012(157 mins) with Daphne and Liqiu in the afternoon again in Bugis!

and speaking of Fun, there will be 100% outflow of money.
so i am pretty broke already.
who's willing to sponsor me some money. HAHA

alright.
i need to go and sleep already!
later have to wake up early!

till then!
:)


Thursday, November 12, 2009 @ 11:41 PM

i have been trying to find blogskins all over.
but then, i still cannot find one that i want to change.

sighh.
i shall continue to look tomorrow night again then.

and i hope i don't fall sick.
i have been sneezing and sneezing.
i wonder is it people cursing or scolding me
or i am really going to fall sick.

Sentosa Saturday!
:)

and gosh, i like/love the resort like design flats in Punggol lahh and somemore with its eco-friendly features.
can XJ try buying one unit with Mr C, and shun bian buy one for me. HAHA. kidding lah.

i need to sleep.
good night!


Wednesday, November 11, 2009 @ 11:04 PM

i love the grey cardi!
thanks Miss L again! haha
:)

well, anyway, i need to save up badly.
seriously badly.
i want to buy the camera really very badly.
urghhh.

but other than that, i still saving up for trips and everything.
so yahhh. i need to save up very very very badly.
as well as to buy what i want.

like what i say, working=spend more and more! :(
i can't seem to stop spending..
urghhh.

anyway, its past 11.
i need to sleep!
oh yes, i need to!
:)

till then.


Tuesday, November 10, 2009 @ 10:31 PM



Don’t count every hour in the day, make every hour in the day count.”

From: lifeswonders
Picture from: Samantha Lamb

its true.

nothing much happen for the past few days when i am not blogging.
except i am still pretty shag at doing all the applications online.
:(

so..
the Singapore Hits Award 2009 last Friday.
it was better than last year..
i enjoyed myself thoroughly in this event, and though we were sit at the side, but its still close to the stage..
with all the singing, i guess its a night to enjoy Friday night.
walk to Tanjong Rhu to take bus 158 out to Aljunied and then took cab home.
reach home and slept at 3am plus..
and i was surprised i can woke up at 9am to meet HuiJun at Loyang Point to teach her Maths, but booo, i was really super sleepy while teaching.
that i reach home at close to 3pm and i slept till evening.

and then it was Sunday.
Morning was Yoga lesson, then i reach home, falling asleep again..

even though i tell myself i will sleep at 11pm everynight, okay exclude Friday, Saturday, Sunday (if its eve of PH or PH), and of course PH eve & PH!
but up till now (as in working days), i still cannot do it, which i don't know why either.
screw biological clock.

alright.
i am kind of excited about this weekend and next weekend.
at least i am not going to stay at home. HAHA.
hope the weather is going to do us good, so we can do our hiking (Hort Park again!) or go Sentosa.
and its time to shop for CNY clothes, i know its like still early, but then its still better to stock up. haha, i am just giving myself excuse to spend money, but i still need to save up badly! (and the first day of cny fall on a date that is going to cause double depression for me. urghh. haha)

i got a few of to do list..
but the priority is to get my passport done and transfer money to those i owe money to (which is like 4 people)..
but i am just so lazy to get things done.

and why you keep digging a space in my heart..

okay.
till then.
:D

[edited]
its time to change blogskin again.
pardon for the photobucket thingy..


Friday, November 06, 2009 @ 12:01 AM



happiness :)

so to those giving up, be it with exams, projects, r/s or whatsoever, please don't give up.
stay happy okay? :D
and i am still amaze at myself how i manage to make it also during that dumb month. whahaha.
so i guess the basic thing in life is you yourself to be really really happy..
more laughter=more happier=more healthier right?

and
i am looking forward to SHA 2009 at Singapore Indoor Stadium later on!
thanks to Dan for a pair of tix to this event!

yesterday wasn't a good day though.
in the morning while going to work, it rains heavily while i was walking halfway to the interchange.
afternoon went to Chinatown and have lunch, it rains also, but at least i didn't walk under the rain just like how i did in the morning.
my throat hurts almost the whole day (but now slightly better).
and i need to stop myself from drinking tea at night (green tea & milk tea) and i am not a fan of TEA. because the past few nights, i drank it, and the consequences was i couldn't sleep and i just stare at the ceiling until i manage to sleep. how dumb i am to drink tea before sleeping, but oh well, i guess i will sleep well tonight since i didn't drink any tea or caffeine drink.

alright.
its Friday officially already!
so Happy weekends to everyone!
:)


Thursday, November 05, 2009 @ 12:05 AM



i agree.
:)

but some stuffs are
so near, and yet so far.

and
i was talking to a friend about what do we see about ourselves a few years down the road.
i can't answer her at all.
feel so dumb and stupid at that point of time while answering.
or maybe because i have been asked the same 2 questions that everyone is like asking when i meet up with some friends who i have not meet in a long long time.
that i just feel so tired giving the same answer all over again.
oh well, nvm about it.
i am numb to it already.

okay past weeks was good old catching up of friends who i have not seen for so long (as in years).
and i know i have not meet up with the girls.

so..
to the heartbreakers:
i want to meet up with you all, please..
i miss each and everyone of you (even though i think you all don't miss me and might want to vomit at this point of time if you all are reading this) HAHA.
the last time i met the girls (as in girls outing only)
for the 3 singing club girls was like in Aug during Marlene Bday Party, and for Py & Ls was during Liane bday party in Feb?! (if my memory didn't fail me that badly).

and so
back to look at the career section of each website and jobs portal.
:(

good night world!
:)


Sunday, November 01, 2009 @ 8:48 PM



you are my sunshine

and so the sunshine, where are you?

and oh yah.
I CUT MY HAIR.
i guess shoulder length?
or below shoulder a lil?
:)

tomorrow Monday again.
and i guess its the counting down as usual.

i got a feeling i might fall sick soon.
because of the rain yesterday.
but i did bath with hot water after i reach home..
so hopefully i wouldn't.

and
i have read the 5 language of love article online which i actually have discussed with my friends before, but have long forgotten about it.
and a couple of other articles online.
meaningful, enriching.
maybe i will post it soon.

till then.
:)



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